But I'm a million different people from one day to the next...
I have exactly one hour and thirty-three minutes until I have to leave for work.
It has been so long since I've updated this thing! I don't know what has provoked me to do so, but whatever! It's doubtful that anyone will read it, but what the heck?
Senior year has been...good so far. It really hit me that high school is coming to a rapid end last night at Mr. BR. I can remember going to that when I was a freshman, and last night it was kids in MY grade up there on stage. Time goes by so fast.
After about four and a half months of waiting, I found out today that I am "offered a place on Northeastern's wait list." Yes, that's right.....I have been "offered a spot." What a luxury, eh? I don't know how to feel about it. I'm partially embarassed and don't want to tell people about it even though I already have, quarterly angry, and quarterly confused. I nearly had a Nervy B, but I eventually realized that this is not the end of the world. I don't think I really realized how many people apply there...27,ooo for only 2800 spots! Eeeeesh! So, wait list=not too horrible!
Anywho, last night I had a lot of fun, a lot more fun than I had had in a while. Jackie, Lindsey, and I went to Mr. BR. We found Mr. Josh, and sat with him, and THEN we found Carolina and Devin, ANNNNNNNND Elyse, so we sat with them! Mr. BR was quite humorous, though I found that it was mostly the same kid on the stage multiplied by eleven! After the show, my companions and I embarked on an incredible journey to...MCDONALD'S! Which was no doubt, the highlight of the evening. After some fun times there, Jackie and I dropped Lindsey off and then we cruised around for a half-hour or so. We talked a lot. It felt good to talk to someone, even though I just did most of the listening.
I wish I could speak my mind more, because I think that it would help me a lot. Little things continually anger me. My cousin is really, really sick. Should I have put that in here? I don't knowwwwww. I am going to make swimming a few times a week a goal. I started doing that a little while ago, but haven't in a few weeks. I accomplish a lot when I do it though.
I feel as if I've become more of and individual as of late! This post is so random, I don't even know how to handle it! Yes, but I feel as if I am establishing my individuality, though I am the only one who realizes it. 'Tis a good thing, a very good thing.
My favourite class by far this year is AP Spanish. I am learning so much. My teacher is wonderful, and I feel like I'm getting so much out of it. The only thing I'm certain about next year is that I will be minoring in Spanish. This is my sixth year taking Spanish, and I feel that it would be an absolute waste to discontinue my study of it. I absolutley love it! I hope some day I can take up another language, because that would be really groovey! Caragh's alert box just came up. Just thought you'd like to know.
Steven Tyler has become an obsession for Caragh and myself. I should tell her that there is a girl in our grade, who shall remain anonymous, that looks a lot like him. We still have to go to his restaurant. I still have to do a lot.
I feel that I am in a desperate need for a change. I'm not exactly sure what it is though. I sort of want to cut my hair, but I want to grow it out at the same time. Wouldn't it be odd if both of those things could happen? Yum!
I really wish my mom was home. She's down south with two of my siblings for a soccer tournament! This is such an odd post, so I apolgize if it weirded out any of you who may have read it! I'm not gonna lie, I have to pee very badly!
It has been so long since I've updated this thing! I don't know what has provoked me to do so, but whatever! It's doubtful that anyone will read it, but what the heck?
Senior year has been...good so far. It really hit me that high school is coming to a rapid end last night at Mr. BR. I can remember going to that when I was a freshman, and last night it was kids in MY grade up there on stage. Time goes by so fast.
After about four and a half months of waiting, I found out today that I am "offered a place on Northeastern's wait list." Yes, that's right.....I have been "offered a spot." What a luxury, eh? I don't know how to feel about it. I'm partially embarassed and don't want to tell people about it even though I already have, quarterly angry, and quarterly confused. I nearly had a Nervy B, but I eventually realized that this is not the end of the world. I don't think I really realized how many people apply there...27,ooo for only 2800 spots! Eeeeesh! So, wait list=not too horrible!
Anywho, last night I had a lot of fun, a lot more fun than I had had in a while. Jackie, Lindsey, and I went to Mr. BR. We found Mr. Josh, and sat with him, and THEN we found Carolina and Devin, ANNNNNNNND Elyse, so we sat with them! Mr. BR was quite humorous, though I found that it was mostly the same kid on the stage multiplied by eleven! After the show, my companions and I embarked on an incredible journey to...MCDONALD'S! Which was no doubt, the highlight of the evening. After some fun times there, Jackie and I dropped Lindsey off and then we cruised around for a half-hour or so. We talked a lot. It felt good to talk to someone, even though I just did most of the listening.
I wish I could speak my mind more, because I think that it would help me a lot. Little things continually anger me. My cousin is really, really sick. Should I have put that in here? I don't knowwwwww. I am going to make swimming a few times a week a goal. I started doing that a little while ago, but haven't in a few weeks. I accomplish a lot when I do it though.
I feel as if I've become more of and individual as of late! This post is so random, I don't even know how to handle it! Yes, but I feel as if I am establishing my individuality, though I am the only one who realizes it. 'Tis a good thing, a very good thing.
My favourite class by far this year is AP Spanish. I am learning so much. My teacher is wonderful, and I feel like I'm getting so much out of it. The only thing I'm certain about next year is that I will be minoring in Spanish. This is my sixth year taking Spanish, and I feel that it would be an absolute waste to discontinue my study of it. I absolutley love it! I hope some day I can take up another language, because that would be really groovey! Caragh's alert box just came up. Just thought you'd like to know.
Steven Tyler has become an obsession for Caragh and myself. I should tell her that there is a girl in our grade, who shall remain anonymous, that looks a lot like him. We still have to go to his restaurant. I still have to do a lot.
I feel that I am in a desperate need for a change. I'm not exactly sure what it is though. I sort of want to cut my hair, but I want to grow it out at the same time. Wouldn't it be odd if both of those things could happen? Yum!
I really wish my mom was home. She's down south with two of my siblings for a soccer tournament! This is such an odd post, so I apolgize if it weirded out any of you who may have read it! I'm not gonna lie, I have to pee very badly!
3 Comments:
Hey, it's about time you updated this thing.
Confidentially, if you feel like you need a change, I don't think cutting your hair is going to satisfy that urge. If you felt like your hair needed a change, maybe.
Then again, I'm not a girl. Who knows what runs through the inner psyches of girls? Probably just a very large disdain for boys.
i say let ur hair grow out, but also cut it. mullets are due for a comeback...WOO!
"Little things continually anger me. My cousin is really, really sick. Should I have put that in here? I don't knowwwwww." If something is upsetting you then you have every right in the world to talk about it. Feeling scared and confused is nothing to be ashamed of, everybody feels that way sometimes. Admitting that something has been worrying you or making you feel down is not a sign of weakness or defeat, it's just a natural human emotion that needs to be delt with. Trust me, Katie, by holding back your emotions and trying to appear brave and coolheaded you will only end up hurting yourself and your relationships. Talk to me, sometimes, Katie, for Christs sake, just fucking talk to me when something is bothering you. Don't let it all go at once, because that's not fair to the person you're talking to, but don't hold it all In either, because that's not good for yourself.
You also said something about defining your individuality. I've noticed. Your wardrobe has been slowly changing, and that takes some guts to do while you're still in high school. I know that clothes aren't the only thing thats changed in you this year, but its the most noticeable. I've had a lot to say to you for while, and I know that writing it here where everyone can read it is not the way to do it. So, I will conclude by saying:
-Don't worry about college, URI is a great school, and North Eastern and BU can go suck my balls.
-Your hair is already short, so I got confused when you said you want to cut it.
-Growing up sucks, but everybody does it. Some before others, but in the End it's just something we got to accept, no matter how scary it may seem.
-You have a really, really sweet boyfriend and I always smile when I see him. Grey hair is hott.
-I reallllly hope you consider calling in sick to Trucchi's 'cause what better way to spend a "mental health day" than therapy shopping with your Best friend of four years?
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