Last Privilege: January 2005

Power, Power!

I kick YOUR butt to make MINE look good!

Yea, that would be my motto for 2005. And personally, I could care less about how stupid it sounds! My New Year's Resolutions haven't really been working lately. However, today is a day that has consisted thus far pounding everything that is wrong in the world (physically and emotionally) to nothing but dust. For the third time this week, I shovelled! And it was glorious! It motivated me to get fit, and get fierce! I will no longer be knocked down! I ran the mile, and brought back an old hobby. Yes, I Irish-Step Danced today! And it, too, was glorious! Observe!

It was to my surprise that those things still fit me. And guess what? As my sister's boyfriend was walking to the door, I ran out into the breezeway in my ridiculous workout oufit of Boston College shorts, a swimming t-shirt, and a crazy headband. He looked at me as if I had two billion ears or something. I smirked and yelled for Kelly. I have officially freaked out my little sister's boyfriend, and I love it. I am turning my world upside down-or perhaps it will be right side up now? I will no longer to sit around and wait for good things to happen. Life is mine-and I treasure it!!! I am now going to shower, and a glorious, victorious shower it shall be!!!!!

¡Soy mujer! ¡Oiga queme rugo!

Anger....Revival....Death!

Wooo! How y'all doing, eh? Wacky days, oh wacky days!! Sunday, Monday, Wacky Days! Tuesday, Wednesday WACKY DAYS, Thursday, Friday WACKY DAYS! Saaaturday, the wackiest day of allllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, I think I'm a bit messed up! As aren't we all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

<3

Snow Days! (I'm sorry, but taking pictures is becoming an obsession)

Steve's Fan

Carolina Likes My Ear (I need a lip implant)

Darcy, Carolina and I

Marshmellow!

Tetherball With Napoleon

Carolina is GORGEOUS!

You're calling to me, I can't hear what you've said....

Cheese Accident at Papa Gino's (Eeep. I suppose it was inevitable...)

Napoleon (I'm a loser who takes pictures of movies.)

Hot Pants! Haha, I just realized that I forgot to flip it over.

Here's to Grand Times!

Becca, Krissy, and Deirdre

Daisy!

Lauren Hates Me...

But She Wrote Me a Love Letter! Utter Madness!

Nothin' I can do, Total Eclipse of the Heart!

Johnny Lookin' Blue!

Airborne(sp?) Becky!

The Tummy of a Rebecca

Una Darcy y Una Katie

Good Becky! Haha

Johnny is a Babe!

Darcy Munching on Becca

Crazy Heads

Insane Johnny!

Inside a Uterus (who knew Feti could flip cameras off at such a young stage? I sense a new development!)

Classy Darcy

Deirdre and Nigel

Ummm...

Just You, Me....and Darcy's Arm

This entry is another one in which I make a guilty, stupid confession. You see, earlier this year in school, the exchange student from Madrid, Jorge, took some time to talk to our Spanish class. We were supposed to be asking him questions about Spain and whatnot, but because everyone is, in fact, quite stupid, no one spoke much. The classroom was left unsupervised. I, when I believed that no one was listening (and this is true, because no one was), took the initiative to ask this Spanish child a question that had been crawling through my thoughts for quite some time. I asked Jorge, "Do you like tacos?" Now, this was not meant to be out of ignorance or anything. But I think he thought it was. Because he answered, "Those are Mexican." I didn't no what to say. I don't know what possessed me to ask that question. Needless to say, that was as far as our conversation went. He never even answered it. I didn't need to know what culture from which they descended. But, Jorge, if you ever read this, which you never will because I know you not, I'm very sorry for asking that question. Or if anyone who is on speaking terms with Jorge reads this, perhaps they could apologize on behalf of me. I do hope that his picture of Americans is not spoiled any further because of my behavior.

The End.

It was kinda funny though....

I have a really good best friend.

And her name is Darcy Marie Sly.

Furthermore, folks, I would just like to say that no matter how disgraceful of a singer that I and all of you know I am, inside my head, I will be a broadway star. Just because I take so much pleasure in singing! It doesn't even matter that I'm horrible. I am a mind-broadway star! YES! No one can stop me now!!!!!!!

Screw Lalala!

I believe it is time for some belated New Year's Resolutions:

1.) Start working out-not only to lose weight, but also because it feels good to sweat and helps you run away from everything for a while.
2.) Drink more water.
3.) Get in touch with my spiritual side, if you will.
4.) Don't let people/things bother me anymore.
5.) Keep simple things simple.
6.) Become more positive.
7.) Spend more time outdoors.
8.) Take some dance classes-Swing/Irish step dancing anyone?
9.) Exile myself from Lala Land.
10.) Be more greatful.
11.) Read and write more.
12.) Spend less time on the computer/phone/watching TV.
13.) Get lost.
14.) Stand up for myself.
15.) Develop a personality.
16.) SPONTANEITY! (Yea I know you can't plan to be spontaneous, but it's something I'd like to be more of.)
17.) Swear less.
18.) Develop better habits.
19.) Meditate.
20.) Yoga.
21.) Buy more funky headbands.
22.) See old friends.
23.) Do something cool to my hair.
24.) Hang out with my sisters.
25.) Install a space heater in my body.
26.) Pay more attention in Conroy's class.
27.) ORGANIZATION.
28.) Worry about tomorrow...tomorrow.
29.) Become "one with nature."
30.) Accept who I am, even if others don't.
31.) Pray.
32.) Express my thoughts/feelings.
33.) Self Anger-Management.
34.) Write more letters.
35.) Take more pictures.
36.) Give more hugs.

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream ofsomething wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I seethe look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonightAnd I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonightForever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around bright eyes
Turn around bright eyes
Turn around, Every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be
Turn around, Every now then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing that I just wouldn't do
Turn around bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Flower of Snow

Hey guys. I need to say something. Today in the hallway, this girl cut off this kid who was walking in front of me while passing class. I kinda yelled at him, and he didn't really acknowledge it, but I feel horrible about it. I mean, it wasn't even his fault! And he could probably care less but I really feel bad about yelling at him. If I actually saw him again sometime around school and apologized, he would most likely think me a nut case. I just feel guilty about it!!! *sigh* I need to donate some of my conscience to someone who doesn't have one. Or I need to start thinking before I yell at random people in the hallway. Wooo!!!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hola, bonitas. Se amo mucho. My ear is kinda ouchy now, and I'm sleepy. Do you fancy the newish layout thing? I plan on posting some more pictures in the near future, many including Johnny and his haircut!! He's beautiful. Wooo. I returned those tapes to the people I used to babysit for. Haha, I've had them for over a year. I really missed them. It was so good to see their mom again, haha. Things got uber screwed up in their lives, so keep them in your prayers if you will. They've had a really tough past year. Woo, I've got an itch in my back. Midyears next week! Best week of the year if you ask me!! I absolutley adore all of those halfdays we get. Ahh, it's so gorgeous. I remember the week we had midyears last year. We ended up getting a four day weekend, because on the Friday after midyears it was the freakishly cold day so we got the day off due to a state of emergency and then Martin Luther King day was that Monday. Let's hear it for a good weekend last year! Alright, I'm done rambling y'all. Y'all come back now, y'hear?