Today was the last day of tenth grade. And it was probably one of the best days of tenth grade. It's a shame that every day couldn't be like this one, but there are always ups and downs. Anywho, all day at school I hung out with Becca, Darcy, Caragh, Jess, Mzatthew, and Johnny Perfume. We all invaded Mrs. B's room, and we helped her clean and stuff. It was a good time. After school, Mzatt took Becca, Darcy, Caragh, Deirdre, and I to Wendy's. We all piled into his car, and we began the long and adventurous journey to the king of all fast food places....Wendy's. I don't really know/care if Wendy's is the king of all fast food places. But we'll just say it is for now, okay? After eating a delicious and nutritious meal there, we headed on back to Mzatthew's house, which was a grand time to be had for all! We watched this amusing video that his dad had when he was a cop. It showed all of these people who had taken PCP. It was funny, I guess, but it left me feeling kind of sick to my stomach. Very sad. After that and some gruesome dead baby jokes, Mzatthew brung (YEA, THAT'S RIGHT BRUNG!) us gals back to Darcy's where we galloped for a while. My mum came to get me a little while after that.
I went home, threw on a bathing suit, and went swimming. (I've been wearing a tankini, guys!! This is the first time in about two or three years that my stomach has seen the light of day!) I discovered today that one of the few times where I am truly at peace with myself is when I'm swimming. Whether its rigorously working out (which I haven't done in a while, folks!) or just floating around and dangling my feet in the water, I just feel so calm. I love diving in, and swimming the whole length of the pool underwater. As I was doing this today, I was rocking out to the radio and then my favorite song of all time came on. There's nothing cooler than swimming while "Bittersweet Symphony" is on the radio. It was just really cool. Maybe sometime I will bring my CD with nothing but "Bittersweet Symphony" out there and listen to it.
After swimming for a wee while, I went to play field hockey. I played horribly, but that's alright. I haven't touched my field hockey stick since November 29th, 2003. That was the date of the last game I played. We got steamrolled as usual, but it was still fun. I came home, found out that we weren't going to see Shrek 2 tonight, took a shower to get de-sweatatized, and after getting clean I decided to go for another swim. It was kind of spooky out there by myself, but it was nice. I swam for a few minutes, and then just lay down on the pavement around my pool, and stargazed. It was really cool. I turned off all the lights in the pool area and just looked up in the sky. There's nothing I love more than a clear, starry night. It's one of the most amazing things to look up into that vast blackness, dotted with millions of little bright stars. It makes you feel so minuscule, but alive at the same time. It also makes you think, a lot. I know I've heard people say "Everything happens for a reason," before, but tonight, I don't know why, it finally clicked that everything DOES happen for a reason. I guess this one-on-one time with myself has given me time to grow up, I guess. It's nice.
I love summer.